[ Loki laughs, but it's choked and ugly. ]

It's a shadow that ensnared us all. I have to reconcile a father who told me he loved me and I deserved to die in equal measure. Everyone who decided who I should be is silenced.

And I — [ want to mourn, want to laugh, want a grave to spit on, want them to come back and give him some goddamn answers. ] — I hate that I mourn. They were all I ever knew and they ruined me.