(She nods, looking at her hands.)

I feel like I don't know how to have relationships any more, (she admits, twisting her fingers together,) with anybody I mean. Is that– do you know what I mean? I feel like I'm out of practice.

(She has six friends that she'd jump in front of something for them if any of them ever needed her to, and now she has lots of friends but it's not at all the same. She's not sure how to reconcile it all. Sometimes it makes her feel a little bit lost.)